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Sunday, October 12, 2003

I came to think about this boy i knew once. He loved too much, and he loved too little. He had this image of the perfect love, but somehow it seemed he couldn't find it. In the end, he settled down with a girl, without loving her, without wanting her. He thought that if he just waited long enough, his true love would come, but she hasn't so far. I knew him a long time ago, I don't know him anymore. But I do know he is still waiting for her. And I do know he is still with that other girl. How ironic. The pure act of being with the wrong girl disables him to find the right one. I think he has somehow quitted believing she will come for him. I think he is content being with the wrong girl, because the right one won't come along. But he still dreams for her. I wanted to tell him to end it, to set himself free, to set her free. To not keep them both locked up in something that is not right for them both. How sad. She loves him truly. And I think she hopes that in the end, he will love her too. If only she stays with him long enough. I don't think so. I think in the end, they will both make each other miserable.

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